Big Xhosa recently opened up about being emotionally overwhelmed, saying he is suicidal.
Taking to Instagram, the rapper expressed his gratitude to his fans who have been supportive of him and helped him make money.
“I’ve never really took a moment to appreciate and thank you guys for the support you have shown to me. You have changed my life. Ever since I became Big Xhosa I’ve never really struggled for anything financially, I have been able to provide for myself and my loved ones. I’m not rich, nor do I got everything I want, but I am blessed. And I owe all that to the people, it is you guys who discovered me and made me who I am,” he wrote.
Xhosa also mentioned that he had supposedly been receiving death treats after his brother was allegedly killed and was left devastated.
“However emotionally, this has been draining. It’s been times when I cry myself to sleep, suicidal thoughts do cross my mind. There is no love here, just constant pressure, aiming to please and making other people happy but acting like I am, coz in all honesty nobody cares.
“I also have been getting death threats, people wishing I die. My older brother was killed and had his funeral just a day after my birthday. It’s been difficult dealing with that as well. I’ve lost three of my loved ones this year.”
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