By: Natasha Archary

More than 2-years has gone by since Riky Rick passed but his long-term partner Bianca Naidoo says she’s still mourning the loss of her love and father to her children.
The mom of two says for a long time since the South African rapper lost his battle with mental health and took his own life, she was just in survival mode, and is just taking it one day at a time.
Bianca who shared how difficult life without Riky Rick has been, shared in an interview with Mpoomy Ledwaba that there isn’t a moment in her days that she doesn’t think about him.
In defining her grief, Bianca said she has days where she’s okay and days when she totally shuts down.
“It’s been tough, it really has been. It feels like it’s new and you’re starting again and I honestly take one day at a time trying to figure it out.
There’s not a day that goes by or a moment that goes by that I don’t think of him in things I’m doing. Every day is having to go through that and you just have to go through it.
I don’t even know if I’ve started grieving. What is it? Because I have my good moments and then I have moments where I totally shut down.
I kind of block everything and everyone out when that happens because I just need that time to go through it on my own and be okay.
Losing a partner is so different, because this person becomes your best friend, you do everything with them. There’s kids involved, and when there’s kids involved there’s a lot of guilt from the other parent not being around.
Last year brought me to a point where I’m like I can’t do this anymore. I need to start living and also start being honest with yourself and being honest about your feelings.”
Bianca Naidoo on still mourning Riky Rick
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